this week I've been very afraid at times
and really discovered the meaning of my inspiration words for 2011
words I literally just wrote about
"love and embrace"
it's been a long week
a week of uncertainties with health issues
and a week of seeing the heart and soul of our family in the hospital
Grandpa "M"
in all honesty it has just been plain hard
it's been a week of giving and needing
great big "it's okay" kind of hugs
Grandpa is doing better and better each day
{in different ways now}
and that's a relief
but in all honesty I'm a bit behind
on things...
and for one I probably won't backtrack with reading blogs
but I honestly couldn't be more grateful for the flexibility I have
with my life so I could be there so much
that part has been really great
this week I've felt...
a great big community with all our family coming together
as well as all my besties checking in with me throughout the week
and that is a tremendous amount of love I'm very, very thankful for
at the moment I'm sitting with another bestie
a glass of "Velvet Moon"
{we were just introduced this evening at Trader Joe's}
along with another fav
no-brainer trash tele shows
that I plan on watching while I catch up on a few things tonight
what is not on the list
is telling anyone in my household
that I may have flushed a kinda-small toy down the potty
instead of taking the time to fish it out
the girls must have dropped it in there playing
since the bathroom always seems to be a communal area in our home
meaning "no privacy" while in the shower, getting ready, or anything
so I will admit I stood there and comtemplated that decision
for all of three seconds
and the final second
I thought
"I'll give it a whirl, and I think it'll make it"
down the pipes and out to the wasteland
without causing a call to the plumber
*hopefully*
*hopefully*
yes...
this is all because I was too tired to figure out how to fish the darn plastic rock out
lets hope that was the right decision
because a call to the hubs that a plumber was called this week
may get me into some trouble
that I don't need or want right now
{chuckle}
just making it clear
that the small grey plastic rock
was not the toy I flushed
I *promise* promise*
that one gets blamed on "ribbit"
and that's all I'm sayin' about that
oh I'm in trouble:)
that was a really really really poor decision
I'm afraid
well...now I'm ready for a refreshed week ahead
xo
btw...the flowers in the picture are yarn flowers
and I love that idea
they are just the "happy" and inspiration I need for the week