nesting...

first thing is first ~ thank you all who entered my give-a-way
winner with random.org is Jules {#5}
who said the one thing that signifies childhood to her is "carefree"

Jules please contact Tonya here with your mailing address and size information
thank you so much Tonya for sponsoring this give-a-way
xo
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I feel like I have been nesting in an unusual way this past week

I'm not expecting

but it almost feels that way

I feel panicky to get some projects done ASAP

I've had the urge to spontaneously do a ton around the house

my head is spinning with projects that need to be completed around the house

more rearranging,
organizing, 
and fixing things around the house more than anything
no new projects thank goodness

and I feel like I have no time to get it all done

this week I got the news that someone is leaving in two weeks for five months

home on Saturday and Sundays

ouch...ick...
I feel in a panic
and sadness to be quite honest

he travels a lot but not every week for five months

since Monday...I've had a lot of help from some family
but I'm learning to stand in my truth
and live my life
because I have to be strong for the girls
they never get used to his traveling like I do and the back and forth of his traveling
is crazy difficult for them
every.single.time

 I'm going to need a lot of date nights with Madison and Hayley
and a big stock of wine to get me through

{half kidding there and half not}

we have a lot of things to get covered and taken care...

projects that cost nothing except time 
but I just need help with getting them all done
{you know that need to check it off the list}

I think it is about time to show you our bedroom redo...
that was supposed to be finished beginning of summer
it was obviously put on the back burner
for personal reasons

so I'm not done

I haven't actually done anything with it since March~April of this year

so I should have showed you in March

way back when

but that's okay

when the time comes to put the finishing touches on it

it will happen

but it suits us right now perfectly

except I'm still working on trying to get the tv out of our bedroom

I will admit not so much a year ago I said I would never do without a tv in my bedroom

yes...I love noise at night

especially to drown out the noise so Cadence isn't barking at every little noise when Bobby is gone

but I wanted our bedroom going in the retreat direction for us

and it sticks out like a sore thumb...

lets see if we can get that moved in the next two weeks:)
by handsome hubby
happy weekend everyone
xo